The cloud of depression that's been hitting me intermittently the last few weeks lifted somewhat last night and it seems as if that state has persisted into this morning, since I don't feel quite as hopeless. I think getting the contact from Luke on the potential job opportunity helped a great deal, as did the social interaction last night with Joe and Meredith at CrossFit and getting the PR on my deadlift.
The fundamental problem remains though, which is that I lack a central mission in life and that I feel very much like I'm wasting my life doing what I'm doing. I need to move towards something that is at least more team oriented and has some interaction with others on a daily basis.
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